I am strongly desiring romance, sex, and babies.
Every single day, I am trying to make progress toward fulfilling my reproductive potential.
However, my health has been problematic for decades.
I woke up this morning and felt inflamed and depressed.
Last night, I felt extremely optimistic and enthusiastic after going out and working out, but that was because I had only eaten an apple in three days.
I believe that avocado (fat) is bad for me; I need to eat a diet that is very low in fat so that I don't experience inflammation.
Therefore, I am eating white rice, skinless chicken breast with the broth removed after cooking, romaine lettuce, and fruit.
My goal in life is to meet a pure virgin, beautiful, tall, 100% white girl and marry her, then accumulate additional 16-year-old white girls as concubines (spouses that are not my legal wife).
I have never tried illegal drugs, alcohol, marijuana, tobacco, coffee as a beverage, energy drinks, psychotropic medication, nor opiates in my life.
When I attract my first concubine, I will definitely move out of California because the age of consent is 18, so I need to move to a state where it is 16, because I want to meet girls when they are very young, chaste, fresh, virgin, and pure.
I can legally have sex in California with my wife until then.
My goal is to accumulate as many girls as I need in order to fulfill my sexual desires and reproductive potential.
I want to be as reproductive as possible.
When I achieve this goal, I will then teach people how I did it, and coach them to becoming healthy and happy all the time, and maximally productive and reproductive like me.
The way to maximum happiness is making progress toward maximum sexual reproduction, but today, I am not feeling well, my mood is down, so I don't feel like going out and introducing myself to families.
My energy and drive are low.
My life time is running out; the end (death) is near; I am depressed and unhappy today.